"You are responsible for your life. You can't keep blaming somebody else for your dysfunction. Life is really about moving on."- Oprah Winfrey

XIN HUI; 歆惠
6 August 1990.
Into lomography and film photography.
Sin City.
Aint the pretty little nice girl next door.
But a monster knocking at your doorstep.

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"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe




All photographs are there to remind us of what we forget.

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    Moving on.
    Thursday, November 25, 2010 || 7:32 PM



    Hiiiiiii, how's everybody?
    Not a rather smooth week.
    Not easy to get over the death of my beloved pet.
    But, just gotta try to think less about it :)

    YEAH! MP JUDGING FINALLY OVER! ^^
    Was the first group amg the 4 LT to go in, and was the first to come out.
    Not sure if it's a good thing or a bad!
    But it's overrrrrrr!
    Which kinda means, just a few more months to graduation :(
    Sometime I just hate graduation, cos it also kinda means, you'll be going ur own way.
    Some will go into the working industry, whereas some will cont' their studies.
    Many many more.

    I've kinda made up my mind on what I wanna do.
    Probably work for a year before going in for the 2012 intake
    (if my results permit me to do so.)
    I wanna study more, but I need $$.
    GOING OVERSEAS TO STUDY IS SIBEI EX!
    Studying in local U would cost much lesser, but really nothing I wanna study.
    Thought of accounting, but then again, no basic foundation on biz or whatsoever,
    I'll probably die there.
    Ohwell! Decisions decisions decisions!

    :) Christmas is just round the corner!
    In another month's time!
    I can't wait!
    Hopefully get to celebrate it with someone special.

    K! BYE!

    My beloved Little S ♥♥♥
    Tuesday, November 23, 2010 || 8:40 PM

    Hi little one. How are you? :)
    I hope you're having great fun right now.
    Be good like you've always been.

    You just look like a rabbit over there.


    Taken on 8 Aug, you see you look so fragile here.


    Your fur colour was so light then.

    The first time we met, you were so thin and so light.
    You were practically shivering on my palm.
    You were so small that when you're running on the wheel,
    you will always loose ur balance as ur legs will go inside the small holes of the wheel

    Look at the size of the wheel and you!

    You know you'll always be the best hamster ever.
    I'll never forget how you will always bite onto the metal when you dont get what you want.
    (especially food!)
    I'll always take away the long weird greeny stick food away cos I know you hate it.
    I'll always find the gua zi in the food to feed you cos I know you love that the most.
    I'd love to dap water onto my pinky cos you'll lick it from my pinky.
    Your tongue is so small and cute :)
    Somehow you'll know when I want to feed you and you'll wait at the cage like this:


    &whenever I shake the food bottle, and you hear the rattle sound,
    you'll definitely bite the metal bar and it feels like you're saying:
    "faster give me food. I very hungry!"
    Once, I rmb I turned in early, and you woke me up by biting the metal.
    I guessed you were hungry, so I woke up and fed you and went back to sleep.
    You're a greedy little hamster! Less than a month you grew so much!


    I brought the hamster ball for you so you could run ard the house.
    Whenever I put the ball near you,
    you'll just hop in cos you know it's running-ard-house time.
    Ha. and you will run and run and run till you're tired and stop at some dark place.
    Once I let you run ard, after like a few mins I realised you wasnt anywhr in sight
    and I search for you frantically. &I couldnt find you at all!
    &when i open the store room you were inside -_-
    I didnt know you ran into the store room when I was putting somethings inside.
    You followed me.










    The cutest photo I took of you during the last photoshoot.


    The way you sleep are so adorable.

    I miss you so much bby. I really do.
    I miss taking photos of you cos you're just so photogenic.
    I wanna play with you, feed you with food that you like.
    I wanna kiss you. I wanna touch ur paws and tap your mini head.
    Just by looking at you will make me smile.
    You meant so so much to me little S, you really do.

    I'm sorry for holding the cage improperly which caused the bottom tray to drop off.
    & next thing I knew, you fell off and
    I know something isnt right when you're lying there barely moving.
    The blood. That scence I will never forget.
    One min I was playing with you, the next you're gone.
    I'm really really sorry :'(
    Wherever you are now, forgive me ok?
    Even if you can't, it's okay.
    I'll always love you, you'll always be so close to me.
    Always my sunshine ☼☼
    You're more than a hamster to me.
    You're just a part of me.
    And losing you is terrible.

    R.I.P beloved little one.

    Little S ( 7 August 2010 - 21 November 2010 )

    PS: Don't worry about me people. I just need some time to get over this :)
    I'll be fine soon.

    Cravings
    Sunday, November 14, 2010 || 10:07 PM

    I'm so screwed. Been eating and eating a lot these days.
    Now I've gotta satisfy my cravings within this coming wk! :)

    Starbucks Hot Chocolate!



    Cinnamon Melttttttttz.


    Mac Muffin!!!!!!


    M'SIA RAMLY!!!


    Need to eat all this!!!!!! HOW! D:
    All unhealthy food, but all awesome food! :)
    LET'S GO! :p

    Aloha
    Thursday, November 11, 2010 || 9:23 PM



    Life's been pretty mundane.
    Long journey to school. Busy crowds. Waking up early.
    But 3 days school good enough.
    Just took NAPFA ytd, failed my SBJ, 140cm -_- wtf man.
    I couldnt do sit up! Do like a few times, my back aching already :(
    WHY AM I SOOOOO WEAK!
    Aint going to care about it, i just want the achey feeling to go away.
    Sit for a long time & stand up = WALK LIKE AH MA! D:


    New additionals to my room! :)





    So lazy to blog these days. Kkkkz. Bye! Till then.