"You are responsible for your life. You can't keep blaming somebody else for your dysfunction. Life is really about moving on."- Oprah Winfrey
XIN HUI; 歆惠
6 August 1990.
Into lomography and film photography.
Sin City.
Aint the pretty little nice girl next door.
But a monster knocking at your doorstep.
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"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe
Fumble
All photographs are there to remind us of what we forget.
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY 2011 NEW YEAR. Hope ya'll had a joyous Xmas. I know I did :)
Well, today, 31 December 2010, is the last day of 2010!:) Made ur resolutions yet? I DID! :) Shall post it up tmr or something.
One year just like that. My friends reminded me that I slept thru 2009 - 2010 (M hotel) HAHAHAH! :D IKR! I love to sleep! :d2010 been such a year for me. I grew a lot through out this year, esp the 2nd half of the year. So many things happened. Really really bad things happened, which torn me inside out. (Only a few of my friends know what is this really awful thing, aint going to tell a lot of people about it.) But I'm glad I found the way around. To look at things more positively. Been a year of losing friends, loads of friends, cos we didnt really contact each other. But it's life afterall right? Some leave, some come, some stay. You know who are the one you're going to rely on, when they stick with you thru thick and thin.
One of the best thing that happened to me? I met someone special, unique in his own way, someone who is different from most. Someone I will not give up fighting for, someone I want to go the distance with. The chemistry between us is very special. The telepathy is amazing, sometime scary! hahaa! cos sometime we just think alike at the same time. But it's good, come on, how many ppl on Earth will know you as much as urself? Though we aint like most couple, who get to meet up weekly, daily, be there physically most of the time, we're still growing stronger each day :) We learnt that communication is vital, very very important in a r/s. Like what he said: it's the only thing that will take us past 3,5,10 yrs and beyond. Initial fire might simmer down after 5yrs of courting, but as long as we treat each other as bestfriends, and speak our mind, encourage each other, it'll be still good.
&After 4 months of not seeing each other, my heart pumped so fast on 18 Dec. Seeing you, dating you, holding ur hands etc for that 10/11 days was awesome. I cherish you so so much :) One thing for sure, I will never meet someone like you. I love you, Shalson Yuen. I thank God for planning our paths together this way. Although we have to be separated for up to 8 mths, I am still grateful. Every effort in keeping us going, I will put it my best. I know you'll too.
2011 is going to be such a huge transition for most of us. I'll be graduating from Temasek Poly soon. (most of my friends too.) Which pretty much means, many of us will head on to the different paths in life. Be it army, studies or working, we will all move on. It's also the point when we are considered semi-adult. There will be tons of paths for us to choose, we gotta decide wisely. One wrong move could be regretful. Decisions decisions decisions. Many of us hate to make decision, but when we've got no decision, we hate it too. Humans are humans afterall. When presented with one choice, we grumble. When presented with many choices, we grumble too. We'll never be satisfied. But yeah, choose wisely my friends :)
This is getting lengthy. I KNOW! :p Let me end if off with my 2011 resolutions! :)
1. Cry lesser, be stronger. 2. Spend more time with my family. 3. Be slow to anger. 4. Be kinder and nicer to others. (Esp those that I've not been treating so well.) 5. Cut down vulgarities. 6. Speak positively, act positively and pass it on to others. 7. Graduate from TP with good results and make my parents proud. 8. Get a temp job at Changi after grad, work for a year or so before cont' studies. (CSO;SATS) 9. Watch what I say to others. (Be more sensitive to those words coming outta my mouth.) 10. Cherish those whom I love and not take them for granted. (Esp the usualy bunch and SYWH.) 11. Go the extra mile in fostering stronger bonds with my friends. 12. Be less bitchy.
Till then. xx
You were my strength when I was weak; ♥
Monday, December 6, 2010 || 11:54 PM
For my special someone ♥♥♥
The lyrics are so meaningful, and it meant so much to me,
cos this is how I feel towards you.
More than words can say.
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
[The very first paragraph, you're always there for me whenever I come face to face with tough situation. You're always so truthful, telling me almost everything. You never fail to light me up whenever we chat with each other. Whenever I fall deep down into a deep deep ditch, you'll find all means to pick me up.
I know I said this multiple times,but I'm really really thankful for someone like you :) ] You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
